Sarai

Just last month I had my first ultrasound and got to see the little baby inside me. It was crazy that he was just in the right position for us to see that he’s a boy. I really didn’t expect to find out this early but I guess we just got lucky with both finding out now and that he’s a boy like we not-so-secretly hoped. Really though that ultrasound was epic! I feel like it made everything so real again; as if throwing up everyday isn’t real enough, and it just was so exciting and slightly emotional. It was also the first time I felt him moving!  I was so calm and we were all quiet and the technician was pressing on where he is, I felt him moving first and then I saw him swimming around on screen. It was the best kind of insanity to say the least. 

On the new month note, I can’t believe we’re already 2 days in to February. I start school March 18 I think since I’m taking short term late start classes. That’s not what trips me out. What does is that I found out about this little baby boy back in November, like a lot of people said.. it’s gone by so fast! Doctor said it’s totally normal I’m barely coming in on the bump but I’m not even past 100lbs yet. I kind of can’t wait til he’s bigger and I can feel the little mister moving around more often, nowadays I have to lie really still and pay close attention to feel his water ballet moves. Anyway this month I’m working on relocating, again, in San Diego and keeping myself busy being as productive as possible until school starts. 

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